Being Nostalgic!! Part 1

Here I have tried To explain, have tried to show y’all what nostalgia is to me, what it does to me, but I can’t do it. I might be able to if I sit down and write for long enough. I might be able to show you that it’s one of the only things that I really fear…Nostalgia is a tricky beast!It is often the rose tinted glasses through which we view events of the past,but sometimes is the genuine wistful longing we feel when thinking of people and times that are no more. These memories that are tied into past feelings of love and i think that many people revisit them from time to time,losing themselves in their reverie!!!........

We sense the lack. We sense the impossibility of retrieving the lost time. We feel regret. We feel pain. However, it is not easy to point out what exactly pains us in our nostalgic moment.

As m in a mood of nostalgia Now lemme take a trip down memory lane and let my readers now what all makes me nostalgic..!! Sooooooo here It goes in Hinglish 4 a change ;)

• Mujhe Wo din yaad aate hain jab mein school ke bus se uttarke bhagi-bhagi aati thi ghar mummy se jhadu ki jhappi lene ;) and agar mujhe pehle se pata hota tha ki aaj kuch acha khana mummy ne rakha hoga something spl..tho aur bhi tez bhagti thi ;) wo bachpan, wo choti-choti cheezon se max khushi paana.

• Wo neeche padosi ke bacho ke saath Bird-bird khelna :p pata nahi shayad hum birds baanke uddne ki acting kiya karte the…ajeeb tha par ussmein bhi kitna maaza tha!

• Mummy ka dantna….phir khudhi aakar manana, wo haasana, wo har pal usska aapke saath rehna, aapka haath pakad ke road-cross karna….

• Papa ka roz ghar aate waqt ke choti si chocolate lana…aur jab wo bhul jaaye tho mera aapne tantrums dikhana :p…fir unka mujhe samjhana….

• Kahin ghumne jaane ki Khushi, wo exictment.

• Kuch Gum…

• Wo bhai ka pyaar, usske saath beetaya har lamha…

• Wo ghanto mummy ke saath terrace pe beetkar gaapee maarna.

• Wo Pyaar Wo dulaar……

• Wo college mein scooty stand pe ghanto beetkar baatein karna, and pata nahi kitne pal beete hain mere "lifelong doston ke saath!"

• Wo Leena se har baat pe jhagda karna n fir 6-7 din bina baat kare rehna…wo vidhisha ka aapne motape ko lekar chintit rehna, saath tution jaana aur wahan bilkul na padhna…wo sab kuch jo aaj nahi hai..agar kuch hai tho hamari umarbhar ki dosti..!! Leena, Vidhisha, riyanka , Susmita…….mere grads ke vo har din vo har lamhe Wo pure 5 saal……yunhi palak jhapakte unka beet jana…

• Sonila ke saath 18years se dosti Nibhana…..YES hamari dosti ko 18years ho gaye hain….hum 5 saal ki Umar se nautanki kar rahe hain :p…..uska 5 saal mein bhi mere liye jhula khali chod dena…..mujhe aapna chips ka packet de-dena…mujhe kisi karan roota dekh..mere pass aakar mujhse khelne ki koshish karna :p….

• Wo shilpa ki baak-baak…baat-baat pe call karke kehna “Aati hai kya” lolzzz! Aaj 8 years badh bhi aapne sasural se call karke poochna “abe teri Himat kese hui mujhe bhul jaane ki 3 week hue :p “ Wo aapnapan…wo haqh!!

• Wo Mera Pehla Pyaar……..!! Wo Sache Lamhe..!
  

• Wo kuch Insaan jo kuch pal ke liye aapke zindagi mein aakar bhi unka kitna kuch kar jaana , aapka saath dena..and ye dawa karna ki ye sirf shuruat hai aur dosti dur talak jaayegi …{Itne Hain ki naam likhungi tho page bhar jayega}….Jese Nidhu, Sachin aka Sosy, Nitesh ,Simi, Manish ,Ravi, Abhishek, Karan, Anisha, Avneesh, Ashi, Jagdish, Toshu, Sameer, rajat,…and many more..!

• Wo Ped pe beete gilhari ko dekhna…chupchap dopahar mein wo chidiyon ka gaana, wo bachon ka har nukard pe Cricket khelna.

• Wo raat ko beetkar Blogs likhna… :-)

As days pass By each day becomes a memory of yesterday gone, I wish to be back to that time when I could simply enjoy life and feel carefree., However, nostalgia seems to come at a price: it pains to know that these are only memories.….U cant write everythin in a single Blog..So lemme keep something for the Next :)

Stay tuned..!

To be Concluded ;)