oct 28, 2007.

Fact of Life :

Expectin da World to treat U Fairly because u r a Good person.....Is Like

Expectin a Tiger not to attack U becoz u r Vegetarian.....!!!!


;-)

Oct 2007.

Aaj ka date kya hai bhai :-??? I dnt remember
:-//. Leave it!

Aur hw r my dearest Blog readers doing??? :-*
:-* :-*

hugssssssssssssss!!

My life has turned out 2 be mast n Nicer ;-) I believe in God ;-)

yes I do :-).

Will Post somethin Nicer later ;-) This was just a Comeback Post ;-)

Love u all as ever..!!

18th Oct, 2007

Ranbir Kapoor is HOT!!!! I love d entire kapoor Khandan crowd!!! Lovely Kareena kareena Kareena :).!!

All come after Shiny Ahuja!! [My heart stops beatin when i see him on screen] Afterall First Love is always First love ;)

A Prayer.

Prayer

God, I know I need to forgive few ppl whom I had trusted n yes ofcourse loved... I know you have said that unless we forgive our fellow human beings we will not be in a position to receive your forgiveness of us, and how desperately we all need that. Holy Spirit, free me from the bitterness I have held in my heart for so long. I release my death-grip on this person in my life and place them in Your hands. I ask that you would bless this person and help them experience your love the way you have allowed me to experience it. I know you love them as much as you love me. I receive your forgiveness and your love for me, as I extend my love and forgiveness to all bygone persons in my life. I Aspire 2 move 2 a new future a New begining.... – lay it down so I can pick up all that God has for me.

oct 15th, 2007.

... they think that I'm strange... they say that I'm a dreamer... but I don't complain, though I don't have much to call my own. I know a place where I keep the best of things. I'm not gonna wait for my piece of heaven where there's a road, I will have 2 find it Myself....Myself. Myself!!!

Hmmmmm m a bit bored 2day coz I hate waitin :( so sochi lemme type down some philosophy..hehehehe! m waitin 4 Miss Missy..here goes few lines of d small hyper conversation we had had :D

She: Paaka aayegi na?? paaka aayegi na?? * has a habit of repeatin lines*

Me: Shuddup *irritated* how many times I wil tell u a Yes...Bye.

She: missed call marna , fir mein tujhe marungi, warna sms..sharp at 9 sharp @ 9...Sharp

Me: Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *I cudnt control my laughter*

She: *giggles*

Me: ok bye have 2 work abhi rakh tu tele-phoune :-p

She: aajana haan..aajana.. oops Sorry *again giggles*

Me: hmmmm.

N now m waitin n she has not turned up yet...Huh. My frds I tell u r strange ppl.

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Even I have a habit of repeatin lines in a conversation :D hehheehe.

Oct 14th 2007.

I had been 2 my grandmaa's house 2day, lemme blog few lines of our conversation here........dunno Y m bloggin dis..coz neither of u r goin 2 make out d head or tail of our conversation...Nor m gonna tell u either.....somethings cant b told.

NOTE:

We ver havin dis conversation in our mother tongue! lemme type it down in english....I still dont knw Y d hell m I typin.......*Insane*.

Granny: U came.....

Me: Yes...felt like..

Granny: want malpua wid kheer? *datz is always made [read : Not purchased] whenever I visit my nani's house..Infact i love all wat she cooks!*

me: yup

Granny : *Tearful eyes*

Me: *Hugs*

Silence.......

Me: U have 2 be strong grandmaa....very strong..

Granny : dnt u remember every bit of days spent here???

Me: yes...how u used 2 brush my teeth , d old wash-basin, d same corridor, d same peepal tree, the smell....dos ver some days...*laughed even if my eyes ver full....*

Granny : I wanted my GrandJamayi 2 see ver u had spent most of ur childhood days atleast....he shud have known how naughty u ver..how u had broken d gud'ol window glass and ver ur first Pet used 2 stay....

Me: *smiles*...

Granny : I will miss....

Me: Me 2...we all will....

Granny: *silence....*

Me: *Silence*....

Tears of silence r most loud...!!!!! I Hate Loud Silence..!

Bye.

13th oct 2007.

Mila kya dost teri dosti se,

Huye mahroom duniya ki khushi se..

chaman aisa jalaya bijliyon ne,

Saham jaate hain ab hum roshni se...!!

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Hume jissne mitaya wo kahan hai,

yehi tho puchte hain hum har kisise..

Jinhe aapna samjhte the abhi tak,

Nazar aaye hume wo ajnabi se...!!!

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wafayon par duaayen de rahe hain,

Banawat se nahi aapni khushi se...

Unhe hum bhool kar bhi jee tho lenge

Magar ye dekhna kis bebasi se...!!!

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Kabhi tho ye haqeeqat jaan loge,

tumhe chaha tha humne kis sadgi se...

bhagwan na kare kabhi aesa din aaye,

Ki tum bhi pachhtaoge meri kaami se...!!

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[Not mine].

L-O-V-E...!!!! :)

I am going to take a few moments to ramble on about my views and thoughts on the subject of love! :D :D

Now when it comes to love, I am probably one of the most educated

:-D on the subject, yet when I am in the same situation myself, I don't even know my right from left. How many of you feel the same WAY? You can tell everyone else how they need to fix their loves and it works, and you can take breaking relationships and fix them up in just a few moments, yet it seems like you have been looking for love your whole entire life and still haven't made it anywhere! So....am I right or wrong?

I'll be the first to say that I 100% really, honestly believe in true love. I am VERY old -fashiond and I "by some miracle despite the heartaches and dissapointments in the love department" still believe in the kind of love nowadays only seen in fairy tales and movies.

;-) It seems crazy, because the way that the world is today, it seems like people only fall in love to fail. 85% of all relationships end up in a break up! I find it really Funny when few of my frds come 2 me wid der break up problems.... My first question 2 them as always been Like " U Sachi loved him/her :-D

:-D or u just wanted a kiss :D errrr ... ask d question 2 urself first....n then shed these idiotic tears....I mean How Can u even afford to stay without d person if u really loved him/her??? and If d break-up was from his/her side then why on earth do u shed dos tears???? They never loved u atall......be happy dat ur heart was true n move on :)" People tend to take these four letters L O V E and use them like it's just "another" word. I have a famous saying."Love can Move mountains " Then why ppl have dos silly break ups??? Yet people still take this one for granted. Back in the older days love was a word used to get to someone's heart....and it seems now it's used to get into someone's pants. Sad....very sad...but VERY true. Maybe I am a FOOL who feels this way about love, but you know...I'm not changing for anyone. I mean eventually one day someone will appreciate the way I view love and the way I give my entire heart away for LOVE instead of for a few nights of fun. I believe that love is the greatest thing in the world. Once you find it...and you see how it feels...you never wanna lose it. I honestly believe that God has a plan for everyone and that there is that special someone out there for them, it's just a matter of time and effort to find them. Love is not an easy thing....if it were easy, what would be the satisfaction of it? You have to work at love and you have to be faithful and honest. When you 100% love someone there is NOTHING in this entire world that can come between you and the person you love.

I see lots of people splinting up these days because they "just need to find themselves" and they tell the other that they love them, but they just need some time away...HAHA...BULL..:D .if you love someone you want to spend every moment possible with that person right there in your arms beside you, just holding them as tight as you possibly can, like you are never gonna let them go.

Remember - There are no "breaks" in love....it's either all or nothing.

Now enough of my rambling...I just want to see how many honestly and truely still believes in TRUE Love....I am a True Lover...n am sure I will Find 1 someday...!!! :)

Bye bye.

My Fav Jodi in jAb We mEt :D

Industrialist Aditya (Shahid Kapur) feels defeated as the girl he loves is getting married. He drifts out of the gathering, and finds himself on a train, speeding away into the night. A young girl Geeta (Kareena Kapoor) ,a talkative Sikh girl from Bhatinda

:-D (in Punjab) , who is leaving Mumbai to elope with her boyfriend, meets Aditya. She irritates him to the point of leaving the train

:-D .They are stranded on a desolate station, without luggage or money. They reach Ambala, her house, through highs and lows, only to be mistaken as lovers by the family. Geeta then plans to run away to Manali to meet the man of her dreams. To realize later that her boyfriend has changed to the core and never really Loved her atall....... :( Her family traces her back. It is up to her to tell her family the truth.Only that she realizes that the misconception [ i.e believed by the family that Shahid is her Bf
;-)] was the truth.. And they are meant to be together, always. *Smiles*

Wow :D

Some sweet dialouges from d movie which I like :D

Shahid:*disgusted* : Tum hamesha aesi bakwaas karti ho ya aaj koi special occasion hai :D.

Shahid : *disgusted* : tum aapne kaam se kaam nahi rakh sakti :D

Shahid: * disgusted* : tumhe uttake museum mein rakhna chahiye ticket lagni chahiye tumko dekhne ki :D

M waitin 2 watch dis..!! :D

oct 6th, 2007.

This is one of the hardest thing to do...and I could never do it properly.To know everything you want is right there infront of you and not being able to reach out and have them. And yet not being able to get over it and move on. You don't stop wishing you could have them, you don't stop wishing and praying, you know there is no hope and still you try to hold on to that weak string of hope... Has it ever happened to you?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2RC3MEj4Xg

A Song very close to my Heart..!!

Blah!

It’s been rather hectic these days. Days just zoom past one after another, I even lost count of the days. Haven’t had enough sleep, because had too many Work Exams Work exams Work Exams Exams Exams Exams Exams *Booooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo* I feel demented and Insane *sign* I feel I will get more demented :D :D :D wow!!! now datz gonna be some Fun ;) I miss having time for myself. Time just to sit down and breath, and time to just relax and do nothing. Or even time just to sit down and (have more energy and enthusiasm to) blog (and blog-hop.) :D :D I believe in keepin My committments hence I make it a point to blog even though it Slogs d hell outta me * yawwwwwwwwwwwwwn*

used to take the time to read lengthy posts and enjoying them, but nowadays I find myself skipping everything wordy! Hahaha! Now you can skip my lengthy post. *Wink* Have so much to blog about on these few days of madness that I’ve been having, actually.

Each Night everyday ...Everyone’s asleep... Everything’s so quiet... Still. There’s only the hum of the computer and the sound of me typing. :D :D :D heheheheehehheheheh.....Everything is absolutely still. Insomnia has taken over me again.:( I should be in bed, but I’m not. I’m not tired, I’m still energetic and awake and thatz how my night ends...*Ill*....and m sure this is gonna be my timetable for many years to come now......

have an exam on sat and sunday.

have to meet professors on monday.

Tuesday again.

Wednusday m dead *remembered somethin while typing dis now..* i.e on wed i have a deadline to fillup a form...*sick*

ANd So on...m feeling extremely lazy to type anymore *yawn*

As I am deprived of sleep , an afternoon nap will help ...though I hate It. SO leeme take a nap for 30mins *yea hate sleeping more than dat* and then again get back to work....!!

PS:

Wud post again On monday sweethearts....m just so packed up now for d exam..Pl. Pray.!!

Love U all Very much! :-*

Bye.

Happy Birthday Bappu :-* [A letter 2 U!]

To Bappu,

A very Happy Birthday Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi :D ? Kesa chal raha hai sab heaven mein??? :) Miss u re bappu......Yahan par des days u will rarely find good people ya, all r ugly from their Hearts....Very Very ugly. Bloody liers r becoming CEO's of MNCs, Blackmoney is making the rich richer and the poor poorer, People have become very Insensitive and dnt posses a Pinch of compassion in then anymore....:( rather ridicule the sensitive and compassionate people by terming them as "WEAK"......people who believe in God these days r "WEAK" .....people who dnt rape, dnt marry twice, thrice , dnt eve-tease r taken to be Gays..."WEAK GAYS"..."Namard"......Girls who dnt smooch on the roads r taken to be "Behengies"........Drugs addicts and boozers r getting into big institutes just because they r gud @ academics....and even the Nicest of human being is forced to roam around asking for money from people...coz he never got into a good college or has a decent Job...World is running towards prosperity and is booming with Money and Infrastructure and wat not....But the Pity is..It is no longer based on ethics and morals...Only the "WEAK" follow dis Craps 2day..and Suffer isolation thruout.....world has become the worst gandhiji...u shud have been alive to see all this atleast. I Miss u bappu......I truely deeply Miss U.....!!!! Happy wala birthday again...!! vande mataram..!

From,
An Indian.


To all Who r making India worst by spoling its culture and values for which India is INDIA was INDIA for all those Jerks and fuckers :

It's so sad and pity that we need a certain day in a year to remember such great persons and the legacy thay have left behind.How many of us respect his ideals not only by mouth but also by actions? tell me Fuckers???? How many??????

Well we have all stooped so low as to remember Gandhiji the person and not his principles and ideals. The supposed descendants of Gandhiji(aka **** party) is now a rotten organization of power hungry and manipulative politicians. I myself don't have the right to say any of this, because I, like almost every other Indian too have disowned Gandhiji's ideologies somever down d line.....Coz dis cunning and **** world forces u to change....u cant act naive and still WIN today....ur Ego and self-respect will be gang raped by people who wud have a sadistic pleasure letting u down.....Hence Yes even I have changed....changed for myself..changed to protect myself....changed to follow "Bhagat singh..." Yea Like bhagat singh..... Why do we celebrate Gandhijayanthi ? Gandhiji would rather have given some poor a meal rather than have shows organized in his memory. I think Gandhiji is indebted to Godse more than any other Indian, for not letting him see this state.....hahahahhahahahha.


Ps:

Sorry Bappu I used some bad words in my blog...But m a True Indian...m Sure even it wud have been tough for u to tolerate the so-called "India Shinning" F*** Dogma.

PSS:

How many of U read dis blog completely???? All dos who read it....I Salute U.

Oh My God???!!!!!!???? :|

:-/ m Not dead m Not dead m Not dead :-/ :/ :/ :

Now Stop reading this blog and bahar nikalo mujhe wahan se pl :( I feel suffocated :-0 :-l