Recently I was watchin a Telefilm which has left a very deep impact on my psyche, the story had a Young Boy who was tryin hard 2 understand d very existance of God n His powers!! He often visits a priest who is person sanctified for service to God and privileged to enter into his presence in the holy place, and to offer sacrifices. The priest keeps on tellin the Young boy n makin him understand that God exists...and all what happens 2 us is his Wish and the results of our deeds. Blah Blah Blah Blah.....For Whatever reasons the boy had started believin in God and eventually his life evolved around it..!! Now How..???
He started prayin God when he faced any hurdles be it with his exam papers, friends, his love or just a mere drawin competition....and the moment he failed in either of these things he started blamin God for all of the agony n behaved like an Atheist. One day his mom had a major accident and was critical............he ran n ran n ran towards d Church n called for the priest....
Boy: Y do u always lie Mr. Priest????? God never answers prayers....n u tellin people that God exists??? and Loves U??????? how cud u cheat innocent people like that...???
Priest: *smiled*....and heard the boy's agony's.....He simply asked the boy 2 pray even more deeply and Honestly.....God will surely answer....He even asked the Boy 2 think deeply about his Sins...and If committed then shud Confess infront of God.....Only then will his Pain reduce...!! That is How the World Works......!! He said We all can be God's choosen One...By loving him..By believin in Him and By havin a Heart which wud take U closer 2 him.....!!!!
Boy: Confessed and started cryin by rememberin an incident ver he had ridiculed a Friends Mother by thinkin her 2 be rude n bad....He remembered all his bigger n smaller sins which he had committed.....And Asked for forgiveness....!!!
His mom recovered gradually...But he cud never get back his love or frds...may be they ver Not "God's Chosen One" else they cud have forgiven the young Boy....even If they too had faults...Still....and hence the Story ended...with a scene ver------------
"The priest tells the Boy that happiness n sorrows r a part of our lifes but that doesnt mean god doesnt exist....we accept that Innocent people sometimes get tortured But may be because God knows they r more stronger...All this may sound Illogical and unscientific...But If U believe Only then u can Dream and Only then u can Fulfill.....U had a heart 2 confess n change urself...Hence U have already prooved that u r "God's chosen One".....who has a Heart blessed By Him.."
The telefilm ended....Which kept my mind wanderin about My sins...and If I am God's chosen one or was ever 1s even for a second..?? Even I had behaved like an atheist many a times....those ver my Sins...by doin all that I have Increased My sins....I got Scared....a sence of fear ran down My spin............I sat quietly on my chair n prayed God 2 forgive me for any minor-major sins I had committed....U people wont believe But somehow I had some Mental Peace....as If I am Not Guilty of anything anymore..!!
PS:
I Got d call from my professor Himself [who is a really stern one oops a sin again :-D] and surprisingly he has arranged my Form...* State of Utter Shock* U can call this a coincident or Just God's wish *wink*.
Then i remember--Tried hard 2 find out whether i had ever done anythin spectacular 2 be Felt as God's Chosen One..??? Yes........I had done a good deed :-)
By running few miles just 2 get a file of Crocin tablets for an Old maid who used 2 work in my neighbourhood when I was in school......Likewise Thoda bahut *embaressed* :) .
Every Small- SIngle good deed we do makes us God's Chosen One......All of Us are "God's chosen One".......See U have Just Finished reading this blog which again makes u "God's chosen one" :-D else Y u wud have read it one d first.....:-).......
I dunno....what had happened with me was good or bad...whatz going 2 happen...But m sure my heart wud feel nice thoda sa if I feel someday that I had done somethin which can or has made me take myself 2 be "God's chosen One"......
PSS:
keep committin Sins n then Confess :-D hehhhehehe.
Golden Rule *wink*.
Karl Marx @ 200
7 years ago

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